*SIGH*

I am sitting on my couch, trying to avoid studying. Well, I'm actually trying to study, but I am currently very successful at staying distracted. I have been at school all day and I have to go babysit in about 10 minutes. And in the mean time I am blogging. Welcome to my life. :)
I am so burnt out from school. I don't know how I ever thought I could become a doctor or anything, because we all know that I can probably not make it through my last three semesters without amazing stress and impatience. AAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!! That is how I feel right now. Tomorrow I have 3 finals that I need to get done and basically, I haven't studied for any of them. Part of me is wondering if it is worth it. The other part of me isn't even thinking about tests. Christmas is just over a week away and I am still taking tests. There is something wrong with that.
Normally I get super excited about Christmas and I can't wait to decorate and all that jazz, but currently only our Christmas tree is up, with minimal decorations and there is a nativity. All of the other decorations are in a box. I haven't had time to put them up, and now I really don't care. I will just have to take it all down in a week anyways. I feel like I have no Christmas Spirit and it is kind of heartbreaking. I am just hoping that the only reason for my blues is my homework/stress. I really do hate the fact that I don't feel Christmasy and hopefully I will be in a much better mood on Friday.
But for now, I have to go babysit, maybe later I will have a few minute melt down before my final push of effort for the semester. Wahoo.

You know you live in the bubble when...

So, I was going to the store today to buy a pregnancy test. No this isn't the first time I have purchased one, and no, I'm not pregnant. But, while I was in the store looking to said test, I couldn't help but notice that the shelf was pretty empty and there were only about 4 boxes of any brand left. This is not the first time it has happened to me. The last time I was forced to buy whatever was left. I just can't help but laugh over the lack of irony in this situation. I should completely expect the pregnancy tests to be gone every time I go in. In this town of around 30,000 there are about 2000 ish babies born every single year. And since there are only so many stores here, (like 4) of course they will always be close to out of tests. Hahahaha.....Sometimes my surroundings make me painfully aware of where I am living and how long I will be here. :)